more

and much

of this

seems

to be

the pursuit of more

it seems

to me

that

more

is more

and more is

not

that

is

what

i

think

back to capitalism for a minute

think and grow rich

ok

minute is up

yes

today i start by saying yes

yes i can

yes i will

yes it is

yes we will

yes we can

yes it is true

yes it is not

yes i believe

yes there is room for this confidence

yes it will change

yes we will forget

yes i will get lost

yes i can return

yes i will know

yes it will happen

yes it is possible

yes

today is a good day to expand my mind and heart and begin to believe and then act with that right intention.

2010 the year of yes.

a few questions to me & insight too

who am i already

who do i want to be

is it possible to artfully create

is it possible for me

would money make things different

would different make me more

i like this moment

i breathe

i try

love is present

knowing is good.

i had big plans

i had a list

i had ideas

i had big plans

for this year

some of the things

blog

run

teach

read

business

write

look so simple

one worded action items

unable to accomplish them

no consistency

did however

get married

become a step mom officially

move to a foreign country

make new friends

quit old job

lose money

meditate

graduate (sorta - kinda)

recommit to me

find heart

learn

do

have

not so bad overall i guess

i have big plans for next year!!

waking up me

in the morning

he pulls me close

he tells me

how he is the luckiest and happiest

how well i fit

how i am his baby

it is like a comforter of love

waking me

it is like the best cup of coffee

waking me

every morning

sometimes he'll wake up in the middle of the night

i know this because

he pulls me close and he whispers to me

trying not to wake me

the first time we met

he couldn't help it

that is when he began

waking me

waking my senses, my heart, my dreams

he is not the answer to my prayers

he

by waking me

is

a ray of bright that lightens my slumber

the moon that whispers yes

when i rise to seek after

all my

sleeping potential

update

i live in mexico

that is the update for now.

i think you know that already

but it was an update to myself.

live where i am

i have a tendency to want to wait till i get there

and so i am updating to me

i am there already.

live.

present.